I am gaining more weight. None of my clothes are fitting. wth?? :((((

I honestly feel like I am gaining more weight then losing :(((

Help!?

so this morning i had a granola bar and some water.

i feel a cold coming on…i think. cause my throat is kinda burning.

well anyways im gonan try to see what can of workout i can do at home.

maybe droping/lifting dumbbells side to side??

i think i need a more intense kind of workout but i just don’t know how :/ 

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

8. How often do you listen to music?

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

13. What about ‘R’?

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

16. Are you going out of town soon?

17. When was the last time you cried?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

20. Is there a boy or girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

22. Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

24. What are you sitting on right now?

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

30. Does anyone hate you?

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

35. Did you have a dream last night?

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

44. What’s the best part about school?

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

48. Were you single over the last summer?

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

52. Are you nice to everyone?

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

56. Do you think you like someone?

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?60. Do you hate anyone?

61. How’s your heart?

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

65. Are your toenails painted pink?66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?70. How do you look right now?

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

72. Can you commit to one person?

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

75. Did you wake up cranky?

76. Are you a jealous person?

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

81. Last person you cried in front of?

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

85. Are you over your past?

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

97. Who do you have texts from?

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

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So i woke up kinda late today lol, i hate waking late, makes me feel like my whole day went by :(

well im gonna have breakfast in a little, dont know what i should have :/

i am really trying to stick with eating well but its soooo hardddd ugh!

i weigh myself this morning….

im…

134.4 :(

i useee to be 117 :(((

but im gonna try…

for breakfast i had plain yogurt and some granola and just snack on some gold fishes…is that good what i ate? i dunno if im doing this right! :/

So far i can’t stop my sweet tooth, it’s unstoppable! is there anyway to control your sugar cravings??? :(

It’s morning morning time! but I woke up kinda late for this Pilates class (damn itttt!) but it’s okay cause it’s there on Fridays too! And I promise promise promise myself that I will go!

I really wish I woke up earlier today to go :( ugh especially how I had some m&m’s late last night :/

Well I can change that this morning! What should I have for breakfast??? More m&m’s?? Lol jk! No! I recently started doing this thing where I keep my raspberries in the freezer till they become cold and then I chew on them and omg I love it! And I normally hate raspberries! But the fact that they are cold & become like more sweeter once you chew on them make them so good! I got some kiwi’s left and a whole pine apple so maybe I will juice it!!!! I’m gonna go try it out and I’ll put up a picture of it!

What does everyone else eat for breakfast? I hate breakfast I just can’t eat so earlier I don’t know why! :/

This exercise for muffin top requires a special stand, one that allows you to bend forward at the waist while keeping your back legs …

Okay so this healthy eating thing is horrible!

Well not so horrible just hard.

Today i had a chocolate chip muffin for breakfast and for lunch i had plain yogurt and granola with it. 

I was thinking of going to join the gym today since its not so safe where i live to run outside but (insert excuse here lol) i have really bad lower back pain.

I feel like making some boiled eggs and hopefully soon the pain will stop.

Reminder:

- sign up for the gym (only 1 month to see how it goes)

- try to eat healthier  

- no junk food!

- drink water water and water!

wahhh! okay bye dolls! :)